Yesterday, I had Fried Noodles for breakfast in the morning, Ampang Yong Tau Fu for lunch and finally chips and junk food for dinner. And of course, snacks for supper while watching DVDs and making a failed attempt at studying.

Today, I had nothing for breakfast, Sweet Sour Chicken Hotplate with Rice for lunch and of course Bee Hoon Noodles in Soup for dinner and hey, it's not even the end of the night and I'm munching on junk food right now.

I SHOULD KILL MYSELF.

This is not Anorexia. There is a fine line between refusing to eat anymore because you've eaten way too much and refusing to eat at all because you want to stay stick-thin. And I have crossed the line. I AM EATING WAY TOO MUCH AND THE BEST THING IS, I STILL WANT TO EAT SOME MORE.

Someone said my bulge was disgusting. I am going to start working out and I am going to solve my tummy problem not by zapping my fats away but by really getting rid of it!

He said I was FAT.

Great talk today.

WHICH REMINDS ME!
I HAVE TO START MUGGING AND THROW AWAY MY LIFE FOR THE MOMENT BECAUSE MY DAYS ARE PACKED WITH TRAININGS IN PREPARATION FOR NATIONALS AND MANY OTHER SOCIAL ACTIVITIES WHICH I HAVE TO SADLY PUT A HALT TO BECAUSE IT IS TAKING UP TOO MUCH TIME. SO UNTIL NATIONALS ARE OVER, I AM GOING TO BE A NO-LIFER AND I AM GOING TO LOSE MY SOCIAL LIFE!

I embrace GEEKINESS! :)