Tuesday, October 09, 2007 Prime, Odd and Large. ♥ 12:49 AM
Am I stupid, or just plain blind?
Initially, I decided to teach her because of what she was to you, but I later realised that I want to because I know it satisfies me and that the relation is of no validity because it has ceased to be of importance. Seeing someone enlightened really makes my day. I've truly enjoyed teaching Nurul (although she NEVER listens), Fir (although she bullies me all the time and we talk more than we study) and of course Mai because she kinda knows what exactly to ask, and she is sure of what she is unsure. To me, she is who she is as an individual, and not what she is because of you.
The bus ride home was wet, and I know that familiar sinking feeling of being disappointed, of being in such awful apprehension that you just cannot help but hover time and let all of your activity take a backseat to your emotions. Because at that instant, nothing is greater than that urge. The urge.
Of accusations; I have no energy to fight a battle where the other party is not willing to accept a fair game where both sides have equal chances of losing. Going to war with you is like going to war with a stubborn ideology that leaves no room for compromise. You refuse to change your perception and you optimistic lad (God bless you) cannot accept the idea of defeat or that you might actually have committed a grave mistake or caused a great deal of misapprehension despite your perceived greatness and notoriety.
You had two numbers, 1 and 37. 1 is small, yet being a prime number, it defines complexity and something of higher order. 37 is a large number and it is not just an odd number but is also a prime number! Moral of the story is, when comparing 1 and 37, always choose 37. 1 may be closely associated to being FIRST, but who cares to be the first or have something as their first, when 37 can be the first to break such ancient revelations!
Stupid females are we.
On a lighter (or is it heavier?) note, I have only failed Math so far. I think I'm flunking Geog but I really hope that I'd pass Lit. I HAVE TO.