March blocks were disappointing. I only passed two subjects, and I think being called stupid for real is getting to my nerves. I know that Sue, Jon and Shane only call me stupid for fun, and I know it's a joke. Well it better be, or I'll personally chop their heads and make them unperson. I don't think it's fair to simply dismiss my answer just because there was a certain flaw to it. Firstly, the flaw did not affect the answer and I had taken great pains to correct it and revise it and to have it immediately dismissed without being reviewed is as much injustice as I could possibly be granted. And funny how the flaw is the reason I got the accurate answer. I am not unclever, and I will show it in red.

Besides everything else that has been making me feel unclever, going to school early every single morning is a pain.

I WANT TO WATCH PILLOWMAN. I WANT WANT WANT.
I LOVE BEING A LIT STUDENT. We get to purchase tickets for plays at ridiculously-subsidised prices and still get decent seats! Also, half of the essays we write are on unseen passages, which means that there is hardly any way that we can prepare our content and that extremely satisfies me because I have never been good at preparation and the fact that the playing ground has been so carefully leveled gives me the hope that I may possibly do as well as others.

Everyone is good at something, right? I just can't apply that to myself. I think I may possibly have forgotten how to hold the trumpet or the marimba stick. Worst, I think I can't even debate anymore. And my grades, they're not worth my boast. Skills (as I have harshly learnt) require practice and is impermanent. So I shall pray to God that he bless me with a talent quickly and splendidly because it would be nice to be achieving instead of only qualifying for a change.