I was marked for being late by mere minutes and the entire office told me to take the green form and go see a doctor because they said that I looked unfit for school and that I shouldn't come if I'm not well. Either they've become extremely caring or I looked extremely pathetic this morning because WCC, T and even the P thought I should head home and rest.

Now I'm rotting at home, dead bored and I can't sleep because my head is spinning like a top and the weather is too hot and I can't concentrate and I want to kill somebody and I feel crazy and I WISH I WAS AT SCHOOL. I did want to go to school today, if only they hadn't chased me out. Okay I shall go cook something because there's no food and because I am so bored. I want to go out and study and eat and have fun and laugh and find mothers' day gift and burn my tongue and drink hot soup and have fondue and dress up like a christmas tree and wear a bear costume to a mall and wear pyjamas to Compass and just do something, anything.

About time you realise.