On my way home this morning, I thought I heard the clarion call. I gave it three thoughts and made two promises. Come midday, I threw all three thoughts and two promises out the window because there are 5 reasons for me to do so, each cancelling every one of the three and two.

The shock that accompanied that moment of revelation and was made worst by my lack of anticipation and my absolute stupidity and gullibility. It's like digging into a palimpsest. When you think you've uncovered the truth, you realise there's much more layers to go.

Last night was hectic, another revelation of truth, momentary loss of direction, plenty of help and coffee and chocolates to heal what words cannot and last but not least, a fraud to make life all the more melodramatic!

Sue turns 18 today! Hope you totally loved my brilliant singing last night because no one else would sing you 18 songs on your 18th birthday.
Oh and Aidil turns 22 tomorrow, Nur turns 6 next week and my aunt turns 47 the week after.

Looks like birthday wishes is all I can afford because my money's all wasted on cab fares. :(