Friday, September 19, 2008
who is that girl i see staring straight back at me ♥ 2:27 PM

I'm tired of pretending to be happy, pretending to be fine, putting up a false front as though nothing is ever too painful for me to take. Because everything is too painful for me to bear and too much for me to take. I cannot handle it, I cannot manage, I just cannot stand it any longer. I'm sick of pretending to be calm when my insides are raging with all variations of emotions. But if I do not pretend, I become vulnerable.