I wished I had said much more. I'm in a verbal diarrhoea mode and I can't stop telling, asking, pouring, confessing, arguing, talking, speaking. I just can't keep the words in anymore, it's spilling out of my mouth like nobody's business. But I still wished I had said so much more.

My brain is on a holiday, I think. Today I spent close to half an hour getting confused and arguing about splitting a $12.80 bill and I uttered many many stupid remarks. Sorry, I cannot think, my brain's still on a holiday. I need to sleep this off, I hate this, the feeling of something inside me withering away.