No, I don't want to tell you how my day went.

Honestly, I wish I could paint a picture to depict the thoughts in my head right now but I am bad at representing. But I really wish a visual would help me put this string of silly thoughts into a string of words because I can't. But I want to, I want to tell them that I am still here, still me but I don't know how to.

I just need to get used to the idea of life being like the waves, there's high tides and low tides. I know this stupid sinking feeling is temporary but its still stupid and it's still sinking.

You know, I feel like a battery. A dying battery. Go figure.

I hope the weekends help.