My body is aching from all that workout! Hehe super intensive la, we didn't even stop to take pictures! I feel soooo drained you cannot imagine! I just feel like dropping everything now and just run off (see, even my metaphors screams "GYM") but I can't be that irresponsible and I've got to continue with what I had started. It was my plan, now I have to make sure that plan works.

To say that I have stopped worrying would be more appropriate than to say that I have stopped bothering. Maybe it's late but I realise how nothing I do can change what is to happen. Perhaps it was obvious, but I never gave it much thought. And when something in my life is taken away, I have to part with it and just let go.

Whatever happens in my life from now on I would take as an answer and not a clue. Yeah, I hear you Ian Kerner. READ THE SIGNS!